Until Alex review ↠ 104

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Until AlexAn alternate cover for ASIN BLXGE can be found hereOn the outside Hayden is every girl's living breathing fantasy brooding and devastatingly gorgeous And while he spends his nights losing himself in alcohol and faceless girls it's all just a facade An elaborate cover for the emotionless shell of a man he is One who harbors too many secrets and destroys lives the way his was destroyed It?. 45 All about Hayden Stars I never thought that would happen for me I always thought I deserved what no one else wantedUntil Alex When I finished this book I had to go back and make sure that I read it right because I couldn't believe this amazing story was a debut novel Wow Just wow If you're looking for an incredibly emotional and angsty NA book with endearingly broken characters a heartbreaking and heart melting love story and fantastic writingYou Need To Read This Book You will be hooked from the epilogue aloneHayden is the ultimate bad boy He has the looks and the attitude that attracts women to him like no other But beneath the surface of the womanizing brooding and cocky playboy is a dark secret and a past that plagues his every thought and makes him keep everyone at arms length He's not looking for a relationship or anything lasting Just alcohol and countless of faceless girls that he can lose himself in for a few moments to drown out the memories If I learned one thing from my messed up life it was that you didn't let people in and you didn't let your emotions out You couldn't I wondered if I even had any Emotions that is Because if you asked me life had hardened me beyond repair But then she moves in down the hall A girl who cries uietly every day outside A girl he has no business paying attention to AlexBut just like Hayden Alex is not what she seems to be beneath the surface She's running Running from a devastating event that forever changed the course of her life She's running for the memories and the constant reminders of her painHow ironic that the one person that manages to drown out the memories for her is the brooding and mysterious HaydenBut as much as Alex is determined to get to know Hayden Hayden is just as determined to keep her at arm's length I hated myself in that moment for not being able to control that part of me The fucked up part that kept people at a distance It was a defense mechanism My very own alarm system that kicked in when things got too uncomfortable or in this case too close to being normal The relationship between them is a very slow burn But it's also perfectly written in my opinion as it gives you the time to truly get invested in both the MCs AND their relationship It gives you the time to really understand them It gives you the time to really fall for themWith each details of Hayden's past coming to light your heart just breaks for him all the As hard as he tries to stay away from Alex his fight is already lost the second he lays eyes on her But don't get me wrong this was no insta loveor insta anything Their road to being together is filled with angst filled bumps that will tear at every heart string you have I don't know what this is This thing between us But I really need it Even at times when Hayden truly fucks up and you want to throttle him for his decisions you still can't help but love him I will do whatever it takes to make you forget I'll say whatever you need me to say Go wherever you need me to go And I'll be whoever you need me to be This is definitely PG13 so don't expect a lot of steam here Now typically I am NOT a reader that reads PG13 anything but the story here just cap

J. Nathan ´ 4 review

And trying desperately to get through a single day without breaking down She's never felt alone in her life Until Hayden The trouble with Hayden is who he wants to be and who he is are in constant flux And though he’d die before letting Alex learn the truth about him he can’t be sure he's strong enough to let her inor push her away She’s the one person who just might see the real h. Copy provided by author in exchange for an honest reviewimage error

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Until Alex review ↠ 104 ´ ❴Download❵ ✤ Until Alex Author J. Nathan – Insolpro.co.uk An alternate cover for ASIN B00L2X36GE can be found hereOn the outside Hayden is every girl's living breathing fantasy brooding and devastatingly gorgeous And while he spends his nights losing himself An alternate cover for ASIN BLXGE can be fo??s the reason he avoids relationships and keeps everyone at arm's length Until Alex Alex’s life just shattered into a million pieces leaving her with grief than she knows what to do with and guilt so deep it’s destroyed the carefree girl she once was Now she’s hundreds of miles from home living with an aunt she doesn't know finishing senior year at a college she’s never been to. ARC courtesy of author via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review 5 HEARTSWOW This was AMAZING This is an ABSOLUTE MUST READFirst off let me give credit where credit is deserved J Nathan great job on your debut novel If this is what I’ll be getting from all your books then I’m going to stock up on all of them and author stalk you The writing was amazing and flawless You could feel each and every emotion that each character was feeling I absolutely love the storyline I can’t wait to read of your books This book took hold of me at the very beginning and didn’t let me go I enjoyed the ride from the very beginning to the very end The thing that first drew me to this book was the cover and then when I read the blurb I was ALL in This book has sex abuse and drugs I love the characters in this book Alex Hayden were two broken souls finding comfort in each other They both have a past that they don’t want to talk about When I first started this I thought it would be the same ole boy meets girl they fall in love they have their differences and then they work things out but was I wrong This book was in depth than that It pulled emotions out of you that you didn’t think you had It was above average This is no mediocre book Hayden didn’t do relationships It was too much trouble He didn’t care about other people’s problems and he kept people at arm’s length Bouncing round foster homes build a wall where he didn’t let people in and he didn’t let emotions out Alex was stripped of everything in her life Everything she’s ever known Everything she’s ever loved Her life was a complete mess With nowhere to turn she’s forced to leave the only life she’s known and moves in with her estrange Aunt She desperately tries to get through a single day without breaking down Alex feels like it’s no coincidence that Hayden shows up out of nowhere not once but multiple times And every time helps her in some way She feels like he was sent especially for her Alex manages to worm her way into Hayden’s head He can’t get her out of his mind but he keeps his real self hidden from everyone Hayden uickly finds out that Alex is different The difference between Alex and everyone else in his life is she expects nothing But he wasn’t sure he could let her in all the way He felt like there was no way out of his screw up lifestyle No end in sight No way out like he was stuck in a no win situation I love the dual POV and when it switched POVs it picked up right where the other left off This has no cliffhanger and a perfect HEA This is probably one of the most well written books I’ve read in a while Here are a couple of my favorite uotes “My life began when I met you What happened before is a memory Something that’ll never happen again” “Me and you and this adventure we’re about to embark on This is my reality And from where I stand it’s a pretty amazing reality”